Spent the week playing LOL and TFT. BOTH games are garbage!
LOL
My laptop cannot support the game, it overheats and the game lags. I believe it is lagging a lot and damaging my laptop. I should stop playing even with this reason alone.
The game is garbage as usual. Placing me in a group where EITHER my teammates feed a lot and the game is impossible to win no matter how hard I tried, OR my teammates are so good that the game becomes an easy cake walk (in games like these, I barely even need to do anything, and I just win the game automatically, simply because my teammates carried the game)
TFT
Another piece of garbage of a game. I played Ranked and, initially, I wanted to reach Platinum 4. I managed to win games and climb to Gold 2. But the play style of my opponents were STRATEGICALLY STRANGE (I don't know how to describe it, but they just fielded champions in a very odd manner and somehow they win each match). After experiencing this, I got demoted to Gold 3. I gave up on the "dream" to climb to Platinum 4, and I wanted to just reach Gold 2. BUT, I KEEP LOSING EACH GAME UNTIL I AM AT 0 LP ON GOLD 3. In each of these games, something always does not go right.
For example: I don't have enough Giant Belts, attack speed bows, BF swords, etc. OR
I don't have enough champions because the dumb game keep serving me useless champions that I don't want. OR
Other opponents suddenly started playing the champions that I want to play, and thus the supply of that champion became scarce and I did not get the champions that I want OR
Other opponents are lucky enough to get ALL the S-Tier champions like WARWICK, MEL, VIKTOR, IILAOI, ZOE, etc ... so early during the game, that they keep dominating.
In conclusion, each game always has some bad incident that happened, that cause me to lack the right champions, or lack the right items. And thus, as of the time of writing this, I am at 0LP Gold 3.
To make things worse, last night, I predicted that I will not be promoted to Gold 2 today (based on my experience with the game's algorithm and my past experience playing this dumb garbage game), AND I WAS RIGHT
HONESTLY FUCK THIS GARBAGE GAME.
LOL IS GARBAGE !! TFT IS GARBAGE!!
I UNINSTALLED THE GAME AGAIN, AND QUEUED MY ACCOUNT FOR DELETION AGAIN TODAY
I AM DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF FOR SPENDING WEEKS AND DAYS PLAYING THIS DUMB GAME
I AM DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF FOR SPENDING YEARS AND YEARS OF MY LIFE ON THIS GAME
I STARTED PLAYING LEAGUE IN 2014. I REMEMBER IN 2018-2019, I PLAYED THE GAME SO RELIGIOUSLY THAT I AM DUMB ENOUGH TO KEEP SCORE OF THE WIN LOSE RATIO
AND NOW, IT IS 2025, AND I AM STILL PLAYING THIS DUMB GARBAGE GAME ON MY LAPTOP THAT IS HAVING TROUBLE SUPPORTING IT, AND IT IS DAMAGING MY LAPTOP
AGAIN FUCK THIS DUMB GAME
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Last night, I played TFT until 3am
I am currently unemployed yet I play this game, like a worthless addict
My mom is diagnosed of stage 1 cancer. And today, I spent the whole day playing the game. My mom called me and I got frustrated with her. But I didnt shout at her. I was frustrated at the game, and I expressed frustration at her when she called me. I didn't even help out with any house work or chores. I did not cook food or vacuum or clean the house. I just played game like a useless son.
I am disappointed at myself.
I wasted electricity on the laptop, the cooler for the whole day, each time I play game. Because the dumb laptop heats up during gameplay. I wasted my mom's electricity on fucking games.
I am very very disappointed with myself
I am unemployed, alone, no partner or children or family. and of all the things I am doing with my life, I am addicted to fucking games. I hate this , I really hate all this
FUCK THIS LEAGUE GAME
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